Night of April 2, 2007

Me and the monster were in the kitchen of my house doing something...I think she was cooking and I was kinda just hanging around. Anyway, this truck came up and we were supposed to unload it or something. I saw another one in the front and I said something about it and being who she is, the monster snapped at me and we went outside to unload it. I was holding a very big bag of...I think it was rice but I'm not sure. Anyway, there were these two guys down the street by the blue house and one yelled at us to watch out because there was a wolf or something. The other guy said there wasn't. I looked back and there was this black wolf rushing towards us. "Shit!" I exclaimed and tried to slip under the truck but the wolf got me by the ankle and started running, dragging me. I just went with it. My arms were in an x and holding my shoulders. I knew I had to do something so I waited and grabbed the wolf's foot and pulled it up. The wolf tumbled and attacked me. I was being mauled by a wolf and I knew I had to do something so I waited for the right moment and I shoved my hand down its throat. It froze and struggled against me but eventually settled down. By then, dickface and the stepmom caught up to me (I was dragged pretty far) and the wolf took off. The guy who warned me took off after it. There was something metal in my arm from when I was being dragged. Someone pulled it out. A group of people came, they were cops but they weren't so I don't know what to call them. They asked dickface if he would send his resume or whatever to their main office place. He was happy that they wanted him on the force. I was just walking normally with them even though I was bleeding from almost every limb. I wouldn't let anybody help me. Eventually I was home and safe. Alot of people came to see me. I proudly told my story over and over to anyone who asked and anyone who would listen. I wore my wounds proudly even though I couldn't really move my arms and it hurt like hell. I had bite marks all down my right leg that I showed everyone when I told my story. My right arm was swollen and very purple from bruising and red. It was twice the size of the other arm. My left forearm looked like it had scales or something and it was wet like it was bleeding water. It was pretty nasty but I was proud. I think I had a mark on my face but it was just small. I forgot to mention, I was telling my story to someone and the guy who warned me was there. I was so confused all of a sudden and thought it was all a dream so I asked him, "Did I get attacked by a wolf yesterday?" He said I did and I was like, "Wow, I wasn't dreaming." The attack had more of an effect on me than I thought I guess. And that was proven when I finally got out of the house. I was healed up better but I was scarred. I heard something and I freaked out and went back inside. I told everyone to stay in because I thought there were two wolves out there. I was so paranoid and scared. Strange 'cause moments before I was feeling on top of the world, like nothing could stop me and then...I lied. I was scared.

It's strange but I can still feel the pressure in my arms. When I think about it, my arms feel all...sore. I actually woke up and thought I fought a wolf. That always happens though, I don't know why.

Spring Break

I had a million dreams over Spring break and it's tough to write about all of them so I picked the most interesting one.

I dreamed about something that involved a lion and then I had another dream that was like a continuation of that dream. Anyways, I was swimming trying to reach a lion. My mom was in the background kind of just standing there. The lion was climbing this weird wooden structure and told me to follow him. I climbed up and there were four long thin wooden pillars with wood across them near the top. We were at the top of that and he was saying I was chicken. I dreamed of this before and I remembered that he jumped first so I wanted to prove myself. I dived off and he dived off after me. I was disturbed my the water because it was so dark and I saw a cigarette butt. I was worried I would get some kind of disease because it was pretty nasty. Anyways, it must have been some time later but I noticed this large snail/slug thing swimming very slowly along the water. That's when I decided not to dive off the top of those sticks anymore. At one point, I did dive off the dock but I saw another slug. They either had a pink shell or blue so I knew which ones were males and which weren't. I went to climb on the dock and there was the first slug I saw. I lifted my leg to go over it but it reached out this big square slimy hand so I knew I couldn't go that way. But then behind me, another slug was swimming. I waited a moment before diving in and finding an alternate route onto the dock. It came to the point that there were a bunch of slugs on the dock and everyone was freaking out. I got grabbed two or three times but I brushed their nasty hands away. I was screaming and trying to get away. I opened a door and there were three teachers there. I hopped over one but didn't reach the ground before I woke up.

It was pretty scary.

Night of...March 17, 2007...maybe

There were a few of us at my grandmas. We were there for a school thing or an EFYC thing, I'm not sure which. Anyways, my mom left to give something or get something from someone. When she came back, the ex came back with her. I slipped into the room before he saw me and started packing and acting busy. My mom came in and we talked about something and then she left. The ex (let's call him turtle) came in and I got up and hugged him and we did our hello's and I missed you's...and then he said something about staying with his auntie and I asked if he was staying for good but the response was unclear. And then he told me to stay away from him because he's only going to cause me trouble. I was stunned.

And then I woke up just as stunned.

Night of March 12, 2007

Gosh, I had such a strange dream last night...well I usually do every night but last night was just random. Well most of them are but...well whatever.

It was at school and it was snowing and the beginning I forgot but somewhere down the line, me and this guy decided to walk home together...he'll remain anonymous...and a silver truck came up beside us and asked if we needed a ride. I said I would give the guy a ride. So we started walking and I was like, "Ok, hop on." ...I was going to piggy-back him. He got on my back but it just wasn't working. He picked me up. Then I tried to pick him up somewhat successfully. And then we were spinning around and I was trying to find a place for my face because if I had it towards him, our faces...and lips were uncomfortably close. We ended up falling and to my surprise he kissed me. I didn't know what to do. He got up and started the trek home but I stopped and kinda just sat in the snow on my knees and didn't know what to do. "Hey, I have to go back." I said and I got a "Why?" in return. I said, "I forgot my bag." "Ok." So I went back for my bag...I ran back for my bag as he journeyed on. I was thinking, "Oh my god, I have to tell Sonjah. What the hell did he kiss me for?" As I was rounding the corner by the fence, there were six little girls, girls I know. One of them said, "F*** you." And I turned to face her, assuming she was talking to one of her friends. She was talking to me and I asked her why. She was upset that her mom had lent my family their skidoo. Actually, I think it was one of the other girls' mom and she kinda just stood there, unsure what to do. So I laid it out for the little brat and set her straight. She looked angry but she didn't speak. The other one looked pretty relieved and I was happy because she's my favourite. Anyways, I went into the school and there was still alot of people around. I saw Sonjah by her locker and made my way towards her.

And then BOOM! I was awake.

Night of March 10, 2007

We were in this nice hotel like place that seemed like a country house. Outside there was nice green grass and another house from my view. It was so pretty. I forgot the reason we were there but we were there. There was also a well in the view from the window. At some point we were outside having breakfast. There was a giant horse near us, of course it was fake but it creeped the hell out of me. A horse ran by and I believe it was Potts who talked about having a horse when he was younger. I sang the "My Little Pony" theme song to him. He said he was serious and told us a story of something from his younger days.."Sometimes, every few years..." It was a horse story.

I'm not sure if at this point I had seen that guy yet. The mystery man, I saw him for the first time when I walked by him in the hall. It was Potts who told the mystery man to come in that living room area to watch me for a second. I don't know why I needed watching, I think it was just an excuse because he knew I liked the mystery man since I was beaming all day after our little encounter.

The mystery man had a competitive fight scheduled against some other guy and somehow my hotel living room became a ring. I forgot what was special about their fight but they fought and it came down to the two of them having to fight. Mystery man was a really good fighter and could take out the other guy but he pulled in a partner so it was two on one. I was outraged and they beat the mystery man pretty damn good and he was down on the ground. I was upset but I saw a screen that showed their health so I resumed hitting them to make them even. And then it would be a fair fight. They were in a break while I did this. But the break was over and I kneeled next to Mystery Man and urged him to get up, lent my encouraging words. He got up slowly and this time they had swords. I was nervous but the mystery man gathered all his strength and just as the other dude was about to swing, he swing and got him right above the eye. It wasn't a big or deep cut but the other guy stopped still and fell backwards as though he were dead. The little Chinese guy in the black tux declared mystery man as the winner though I still don't know his name. He walked towards me with a big smile on his face. It seems as though, all of a sudden, there were crowds of people in my little hotel room. I hugged him and expected it to be done there. But he held on and spoke to me. He said something about the drawing of me and him that I did. And something about me and him and a profile or something. I was so happy. And then he asked me how experienced I was. I was just kinda like, "ok" and he said something about my encouraging words. We just stood there hugging like that for what felt like forever. And I didn't even mind the sweat.

A bunch of us were on a journey to find a shop. A blonde woman was leading us on our manhunt. She was just going with her instincts.We were walking through a hotel hallway. And I saw the guy standing outside his room. He noticed me and waved me over. I walked in but didn't close the door behind me. And then he told me to show him my boobs. I was surprised so I closed the door and I asked him something and he said something about my job and money. I was appaled and asked if he thought I was some kind of hooker. He said something but I just continued, asking him if he thought I got close to him because its my job or something. And then I told him I wasn't a hooker. The rest of the conversation kind of went like:

A:: I talked to you because I like you.
M: (surprised) Really?
A: Yeah. And I came here because I want this to happen. Not now though 'cause I have somewhere to be but I wanted it to happen later.
(Bit I forgot.)
A: Just tell me the truth ok? Is this all you want me for, is sex?M: Mm-hmm.
A: What?
M: Mm-hmm.
A: Oh.
(Something about his cousin Kevin teaching him stuff, giving flowers and the like. Of course, I was getting all teary-eyed.)
M: I'm sorry.
A: It's ok, it happens.

I left all upset. And I was lost too, I didn't know where everyone went. I walked down the hall and saw my dad outside, though hes not actually my dad in real life, so I walked by him and took his hand and we went into another hall. We were all together again and walking by a parking lot and then out into the open. Of course, this is a city I had been to before in other dreams so I wasn't in unfamiliar territory. It was my dream version of Winnipeg. Anyways, blondie said where we were was familiar. We were going down a street and into a place where there were stores. Across the street though was a pizza place. Some pale teenage guy yelled across the street at us to someone named Ashlyn. Of course I don't know any Ashlyn but there she was with us, the blonde woman. He yelled at Ashlyn to get him some food. Ashlyn yelled back that he should just eat some pizza. He said he doesn't eat pizza so Ashlyn yelled back that he just got money and should buy himself something if he's not going to eat the pizza. I remember they had a three-second conversation about the kid while I just watched him and his friends for a few moments. One said they had seen the kid's mom/aunt/grandma/some other female figure give him a wad of cash and that he never wants to buy himself anything but insists that others should. It was pretty much along those lines. Anyways, we continued down the street and there was one of those booths right on the corner, we had to walk through it. Alot of this I forgot.
Me and my mom were in a Home Hardware and I noticed there were soft, M&M shaped containers. Naturally, they had M&Ms in them. My mom was looking for something, couldn't find it, came back and we left.

We were heading home and of course, I was still heartbroken. Someone, I think it was my sister, was putting ice-cream into the fridge. I noticed blue cookies with colored pieces (maybe smarties) on the stove. I was thinking about eating one but I had my own cookies.
And then I woke up. I'm actually happy that my mystery man story had an ending because all my dream romances stop without a conclusion because I wake up. At least this one didn't. Haha, I'll admit that I was really heart-broken when I woke up though I don't know why because this is just some dream guy. But I always feel the emotions I felt in my dreams when I wake up. Just something that happens. Anyways, I left a bunch of parts out but that's pretty much it.

Night of March 6, 2007

We were all at the school and something was happening in the town. There was a zombie/28 Days Later thing going on. We were in the home ec room and of course, we were all freaked out and we talked about it, trying to figure out what to do. Shade sat on a table behind the door in the pit to watch for any zombie dudes. Naturally, I took it upon myself to be everyone's protector and armed myself with two large knives. Well, one was smaller but I sharpened it so much it wasn't a knife so I found another that was the same size as the one I already had. Anyways, the power went out and I was hectic because it was hard to see. Two guys got in, they were zombies, and started attacking us. I fought with one and he got me into a hold but I freed one of my arms and cut off his head. He said something but I forgot what it was. That's when I figured out that you had to cut off their heads to kill them. The other one got taken out and that was the end of that little adventure. Anyways, the school (students, staff, etc.) was still in the school but some people were trying to leave. I needed the bathroom so I walked out of the home ec room and there were these two men sitting there. One was a stranger I had seen in the school earlier that day but the other was new to me. They were tall with long, dark hair...almost as dark as mine...and the new one was dressed in black. They were just sitting there on the little steps leading towards the home ec room and it looked kind of odd because they were so tall but they looked so graceful and dark. I automatically felt an intense attraction to the one in black. The other one was hot too but he just creeped me out even though they look the same (kind of like Criss Angel and his brother Costa..they both look alike but Costa comes off as creepy while Criss is like sexy-mysterious). They were both looking at me and the one in black said, "A vampire?" I said, "Yeah." But when he asked for my name, I turned and went back into the home ec room. And then I fell in love with the one in the black. Probably because I knew there was something beyond the physical about him. Some kind of magic maybe. And because he asked if I was a vampire. I thought he would be my doorway into that world. In the home ec room, I saw that those two guys were alive again. I was confused but Julia told me we needed them for something, I forgot what. I gathered my strength finally and went out into the hall. My heart did stop when I walked out of the home ec room and saw those two men still sitting there. They both watched me. I was confused that there were lights in the halls but then I realized they were the emergency light things. At one point everyone was trying to leave and I think most of them did. And at one point I was at the phone talking to this Anthony guy and at one point, I saw the office was all weird and mechanical. Like the walls were hidden storage kinda thing. But yeah, I went into the bathroom and came right back out when I realized the lights were out. I know I'm forgetting a bit here but me and the preschool teacher decided to go to the bathroom together because we both needed to go. We held hands and used the stalls that were right next to each other. I was still armed with my knives. At one point, I went into the gym and the stage was set up for the Christmas concert and the stage lights were on. Some people were in there. And that's kind of a blur. I saw the man I fell in love with again. He smiled at me while he walked on by in his black outfit with his hands in his pockets. It sent my heart aflutter. I didn't smile back, I smiled when I turned to go back into the home ec room and I knew he couldn't see me. But the other tall guy saw me. He also had his hands in his pockets and smiled when he noticed me beaming. He had one of those, "I know" smiles. Something happened and apparently an army of the zombies were on their way. And then, the power was on and people were all of a sudden coming into the home ec room. They were turning pail and were greenish-yellow around the eyes. I knew they were turning into zombies but they weren't there yet. They were still themselves but with zombie tendencies. One grabbed for me but couldn't. I was confused. Then I realized the tall guy in dark who I loved was beside me. He said it was my necklace, it protected me. I looked at it and felt safe. Another one tried to grab at me but couldn't. And there was something about a bridge and I was kicking ass and then got chased down by this large, white zombie waving a chain with a stick around and I knew he could get to me with that chain-stick thing. I was in this mall place and there was a fountain. I lost track of my love a long time ago...he was actually at the school to protect the uninfected people (if I failed to mention that before). I ran into a room or a store or something and I came back out to find the white zombie. I freaked and got into fighting stance because I knew I couldn't run anymore. Then I woke up.

I missed alot of parts but I woke up still with that same feeling, that love that I felt toward the tall man in black. And I'm kind of sad because I want to go back and find out what happened to him.

"A man's dreams are an index to his greatness." is a quote by Zadok Rabinowitz. And the other one is by George Bernard Shaw.

Anyways, I made this because I have some crazy dreams...and I just think its nice to share them and its easier to remember them this way.

I actually had a pretty interesting one last night...